It has been 23 days since I have eattin Red Meat. I have been feeling depressed is it because I haven't eatten red meat or is it because of my sucky life right now????

I hate that I cut my hair off it makes me look fatter in pictures.

I hate that I'm fat.

I hate that I haven't been to the gym for acouple of months because I was doing so good.

I hate alot of things that I just can't bring meself to share on the net because it's personal. Even though I'm sure everyone goes though it.

I guess in short I'm just in a hate mood right now.

As of the 1st of the year I will be saying good bye to an old friend RED MEAT. I will only be eating chicken, turkey and sea food. Oh and lots of vegetables. I did this a few years ago and I lost 30 lbs in 3 months. And it made me feel alot better. Sure I will miss steak and a good hamburger but until I lose what I want to it has to go.

 So I bid farewell to RED MEAT.. and hello slimmer body.

Merry Christmas to all. I have been sooooo busy at work that there just wasn't anytime to write{ or in my case type} LOL.  Christmas was good for my family and me. The husband bought me a beautiful ring it has 5 pink sappires and alot of dimond chips. It looks like a ring that was made in the 40's or 50's. Something my great grandma might have worn. I hope everyone had a good christmas and I hope you all have a HAPPY HEALTHY NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!

                                                       Blessed be~